I am a lucky gal because I have some awesome beautiful soul-friends. Right now my best friends and I are separated by massive geographical expanses. I feel close to them in heart yet I miss them both dearly. Thank god for the powers of technology that can bridge us all together on this round-blue planet. I don’t feel like the media is smeared with examples of how edifying gal friends can be. I have collected a few treasures, starting with the notable 90’s classic Now and Then. Of course, there is also the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants and The Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood. Aw the memories…
I think I once did a whole blog post on the topic of BFF movies. You can search my archives if you need more to this end. When I was a kid “BFF” was not common vernacular but I am grateful for this tender abbreviation. However, the topic at hand is the qualities of a soul-friend.
Soul-friend. Noun.
- The plutonic version of a soul mate.
- A person with whom one has a strong affinity for, shared values and tastes.
- A person who fits you and gets you.
Currently, I have two soul-friends by my own definition.I found my two soul friends in college. College was a good time to find soul-friends because in the (on-going) process of finding ourselves we found each other. I was afraid that I wasn’t going to make any friends, let alone soul-friends, at school because after attending community college for three years I yielded not-a-one-friend. However, upon transferring to university I summoned all of my courage and jumped into my two extracurricular areas of interest: environmentalism and feminism. The results: (a) I got a couple on-campus jobs and internships, (b) I squiggled out some lines for my resume that most certainly secured my graduate school position, and (c) I found my soul-friends!
Now these soul-friends are extra special, they are so good they deserve–at the very least–a blog post dedicated entirely to them (you know who you are, love you guys)! We make a good team and the three of us hang out all together in a loving friend-trio. Here are some of the qualities that elevate our friendships to the status of soul friends:
- We mutual adore each other. I can be myself with these friends and they love me for it. They laugh at my jokes, they listen to me, they go along with my silly ideas and fancies. I can be my goofiest self around them and let my hair down so to say. By the same token, I adore these girls and who they are and reciprocate this love through all the same actions.
- We have fun together. This may seem obvious, but in the past I have had close friends that really bring me down. However, my soul-friends and I can totally nerd out the same things. We all love tarot cards, flower crowns, social justice, women-focused media, eating picnics, writing, lord of the rings and harry potter… you know, the important things. So we can get together, have fun, and enjoy each other and enjoy our time together. This is where the memories are created. My favorites have been on our notorious self-care retreats and celebrating the sacred holiday of galentines day.
- We have matching values. As previously mentioned, I found these girls in the worlds of college activism so there was a good chance that some of our passions aligned. We may lead different lives and invest our energies in different ways. We may even have different ideas about some things, but we have a lot of heart in common. The fact that these girls are ardent feminists (like me) also really helps because we understand much of each other’s lived experiences, value these experiences, and can talk openly about matters of the mind and heart. Both of these girl friends also help me grow my ideas and passions and values too by introducing me to new thoughts, ideas, art, news. These girls inspire me all the time: major bonus.
- We show up for each other. Not all people are willing to invest time and energy into your friendships. This can make or break a quality friendship. We don’t live super close by right now and so we make up for it by committing ourselves to monthly get togethers, quarterly sleep overs, and letter writing/messaging while we are away from home. It’s grounding to know that you have people to show up for you when you need them because they show up for you other times too.
- When shit gets real, we can bear our souls to each other. And believe me, shit gets real. This is where the trust comes in and is really built upon showing up for one another. It’s difficult to maintain the intimacies of close friendship when you have little to no contact with each other and this is actually how I measure the number of actual friends in my life: do my friends know the major occurrences of the last year? Do I know the major occurrences of my friend’s last year? If both hold true then the person is likely a close friend and perhaps has the potential of becoming a soul-friend. I have to be able to let my guard down and be honest, even if I’m off track, even if it’s not cute or not entertaining. These friends are particularly good in the supportive role and I hope I can reciprocate. I often get into this really women socialized rut of feeling like I am taking up too much space and these girls recognize this as it pops up and kick it to the curb each time. They have bore witness to some of my major life traumas. They have facilitated major life growth by hearing me and loving me in vulnerable/difficult/ugly times. This is where real beauty comes in.
That’s all I can think of right now, but I hope this may be useful to any and all who are asking themselves about what they are looking for in their friendships. It took me a while to get me here but it’s a beautiful place to be. Happy friending to all.